However you wanna say it, and whatever word you wanna use. It’s just a fact that I move on fast.
How do I do it ?
- So first, I don’t have much to get over. I’ve never been in any romantic relationship more than 3 months.
- After I’ve done my initial reflection. Like things I could’ve changed, or done differently etc( yes I’m this analytical), I have nothing left to dwell on. So in my mind I envision me ripping pages to pieces, tossing them into a trashcan and setting it on fire. Yep. I Set it on fire 🔥. Some times I have to do it more than once.
- I’ve never given anyone all of me. Is that healthy ? Probably not. But I feel at 3 months or less, giving a person all of me is too much. *shrugs*
This time I didn’t even get to the relationship part. We were stuck in WTF zone. LOL. I never wanna experience that in my life again. I felt like I was on a string dangling for my life. And it was of my own choosing! I chose to swing on that string, praying to God that I wouldn’t fly off into the unknown.
Yes. Even I, Gov-Na LoOpy can admit my own failures, and faults. And I call it…
The truest of all facts is that I could’ve moved on. But. I’m. A. Fucking. Brat! I see something that I want, and if there is a chance that I can have it, I hold on for dear life.
So this time, there is really nothing to get over but myself, and my thoughts. Thoughts of what could’ve been, and blah, blah, blah.
Also, I’ve officially put myself out there…
Well…I say I’m available online. It counts dammit!
~ Gov-Na LoOpy ~