I tend to cancel my trips last minute because most of the time I’m going alone. I have a discussion with myself about how unsafe it is. How crazy it is to go alone. Or how I should save the money. Which makes sense. It’s logical. But I do that when I get anxious. I find the most logical reasons to take a step back and stay home. Same thing when I decide to just go out and have fun. Almost the same exact excuses. I kinda wish I had someone to push me off the ledge. No warning. Just push me.
Kinda like this,
…Alas I don’t. So I have to jump. No thinking. Just jump.
– Scaredy Cat LoOpy